Dear Jesus,
I know if I talk this out, I'm going to be able to process a bit better.
The focus is on eternity.
Secret Church - Lord, my heart is for GMU's campus. I've invited people here, but I know the heart is for that school and those students. Please bring them to Secret Church. Please let the emails to the ministries reach those who will then bring their lost friends.
Lord, You could be coming back anyday. I am discouraged so easily by manipulative, deceitful, wicked emotions that are not based on Truth; please fill me with joy and grace and make me a light somehow. Please use me to love these people who need to know so desperately that there's more to their lives than finding a job and surviving and making enough to get by and hoping to one day do better. Lord, open their eyes! Place inside them a yearning and passionate hunger for Truth that won't let them sleep at night, Lord!
Please use me however you want to - humble me down to nothing, if it means these people will see You.
I love you, Jesus. Thank you for forgiving the sins of someone like me.
